Hey, you guys! It's been a while, really, and I've been slacking pretty hard. haha I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, and I've realized that things will be okay. Things in life are never easy, but that shouldn't stop any of us from doing something great today and tomorrow. I have more than I thought I did, and I just feel so stupid because of it. Sincerely, from the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry. Besides that, let's get into the jist of what going into April will be like, shall we?

   This month has been absolutely crazy, and somehow fantastic in a bigger perspective. We'll be moving into Spring Break next week, and we finally get to see our siblings after 3 of the longest months of our lives. Needless to say, I cannot be online Saturday through Thursday. In order to manage as much time as I can with those kids, I have to stay off and take a little break. That's just not possible with things like electronics and the internet distracting me, so it will probably take a little bit to contact me until then. I think it might be possible during the night (if you can get a hold of me), but other than that I can't. If I draw anything new, I'm sure I'll post it by Thursday, Friday, or sometime after that.

   I've been doing a lot of rethinking lately, and honestly, I have more reasons to enjoy what I have than I do reasons to be sad about petty things. I looked through my old DA feedback messages back to the beginning from where everything started the other day, and I found something that I never realized before that moment. A glimpse of happiness. For the first time in ages, I could look back in time like a long reeling movie of flowing memories and it was one of the most extraordinary things I can say I've gone through so far. It opened my eyes not only to what I was missing by sulking, but by what I was forgetting along the way. I will NEVER let that happen again, and I'm devoted to get more consistent content out for the ones who still care.

   I follow almost every single one of you guys. That's because you all are not only really cool fans, but also amazing artists. Each and every person who gets to read this journal from their feed right now deserves recognition and my utmost gratitude. I've been really shitty to all of you, and I really should've been more appreciative of the community I have. All of you, right now where you see this, give yourselves a huge pat on the back and tell yourselves that you are just awesome.

   Through my time on DA, I have learned what being open minded about people and society means, and I'm glad to have spent so much of that time with you guys and with my family. I just wanted to say, from very deep down inside, thank you all so much for your amazing work and support. I cherish you all, and I love you guys so much! Because I'm unreliable, you all may never even know how much... I just really wanted to say, and I promise to stop stressing out so much about stuff that's not even worth it. heh I want to leave you all with a very happy Spring Break and a message to each of you individually: you make my life meaningful, and you're all worth it! Have a good one, you guys! I WUV U!!!